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Jan. 26th, 2010 @ 11:50 am it's starting to make sense

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Oct. 13th, 2009 @ 06:29 pm tell me yr stories
So now that I've been de-friended by overdramatic acquaintance girl friends purge (i.e. attention whore flare-up), my friends page is looking mighty skimpy. I know I have no right to complain about it, but I want to be entertained by mundane details of peoples' lives! C'moooooooon, post more. I will if you will. I'll even make cutesy animoo faces (^-^)
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Aug. 2nd, 2009 @ 08:06 am (no subject)
oh man livejournal you are gonna get it now my brains are starting to fall out it's expanding from my head or maybe spraying or sliding it's like there's a flux of brain content splattering all over everything in the way

this is what I am talking about
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Jul. 15th, 2009 @ 04:47 pm Dreamscape
Sometimes I wish I could live in the places in my dreams.

Most of my dreams, I think, take place in some unspecified and indefinite location. Of the ones that do take place in a definite place, most take place in the house where I grew up. The rest are set in the most awesome places, which I wish I could paint or something. Last night I lived in an Escherian city with peaks and valleys of concrete and wrought iron. In the radio station someone was playing Bach--I think--and I wanted to see who it was. Then I went out on a porch that must have been hundreds of feet up in the air, overlooking the rest of the city, with a tiny staircase leading down to the streets. There was one bar where I could have met The Strokes, but I was like fuck that, who wants to meet The Strokes, and so I went to the cheaper one. It was a cool place, trust me.

Divided highways and strip malls are destroying us.
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Jul. 12th, 2009 @ 07:35 am Just wondering
Where do people buy syringes? I don't think you can just walk into CVS and buy one, can you? Man being a junkie must be a lot harder than we give them credit for.
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May. 13th, 2009 @ 06:53 pm I've got a new addiction
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May. 4th, 2009 @ 02:24 pm Letters to write
This post is for my own personal reference, but maybe somebody will be interested. People I need to write letters to:

Dr. Martens re my boots falling apart
my congressperson re student loan tax deductions
CB2 re their particularly despicable worldview (I actually already wrote this one and it's pretty funny)

I am turning old prematurely? I'd like to spend my time writing more letters. Not just complaining letters. Nobody has correspondence anymore.

When Bank of America rose the rate on my credit card, I wrote a very scathing letter the the CEO/former chairman, and just recently someone from his office called and said they'd lower my rate, so the complaining letters are worth it at least. I might tell the Consumerist about that one.
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May. 4th, 2009 @ 02:18 pm On Its Own
Something about this poem makes me think I peeked at the end of something I wasn't supposed to see yet and now it's all ruined. Thought I'd share.

"On Its Own" (Elizabeth Jennings)

Never the same and all again.
Well, no same loss will tear me through
Or the same pain grip me if you
Go on your way. I yet shall gain
Knowledge and never wish unknown
The arguments that reach the bone.

The feelings which lay waste the heart.
No tidy place, no, I will have
All the destructiveness of love
If I can know, beyond the hurt,
Happiness waits or partly so
But not like once and long ago.

My world shall be dramatic then.
No repetitions, many acts,
A few hard treaties, broken tracts,
And peace made stronger yet by pain
Accepted but not chosen when
Love is its own and not again.
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Apr. 20th, 2009 @ 10:29 pm We've got an interloper!
*looks around*
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Apr. 13th, 2009 @ 05:07 pm I'm sorry but
killing someone from 90 feet away with a high-powered sniper rifle and thermal scope is not bravery, it's shooting fish in a barrel. I'm glad they're going after the pirates, but let's not kid ourselves: it's the US Navy vs a bunch of two-bit criminals. No heroism involved here. Let's see them catch Bin Laden.

Also Obama's dog is ugly.

Sorry, these military bukkake sessions get me all riled up.

Anyway, this
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