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Oct. 13th, 2009 @ 06:29 pm tell me yr stories
So now that I've been de-friended by overdramatic acquaintance girl friends purge (i.e. attention whore flare-up), my friends page is looking mighty skimpy. I know I have no right to complain about it, but I want to be entertained by mundane details of peoples' lives! C'moooooooon, post more. I will if you will. I'll even make cutesy animoo faces (^-^)
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Aug. 2nd, 2009 @ 08:06 am (no subject)
oh man livejournal you are gonna get it now my brains are starting to fall out it's expanding from my head or maybe spraying or sliding it's like there's a flux of brain content splattering all over everything in the way

this is what I am talking about
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Jul. 15th, 2009 @ 04:47 pm Dreamscape
Sometimes I wish I could live in the places in my dreams.

Most of my dreams, I think, take place in some unspecified and indefinite location. Of the ones that do take place in a definite place, most take place in the house where I grew up. The rest are set in the most awesome places, which I wish I could paint or something. Last night I lived in an Escherian city with peaks and valleys of concrete and wrought iron. In the radio station someone was playing Bach--I think--and I wanted to see who it was. Then I went out on a porch that must have been hundreds of feet up in the air, overlooking the rest of the city, with a tiny staircase leading down to the streets. There was one bar where I could have met The Strokes, but I was like fuck that, who wants to meet The Strokes, and so I went to the cheaper one. It was a cool place, trust me.

Divided highways and strip malls are destroying us.
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Jul. 12th, 2009 @ 07:35 am Just wondering
Where do people buy syringes? I don't think you can just walk into CVS and buy one, can you? Man being a junkie must be a lot harder than we give them credit for.
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May. 13th, 2009 @ 06:53 pm I've got a new addiction
www.omegle.com
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May. 4th, 2009 @ 02:24 pm Letters to write
This post is for my own personal reference, but maybe somebody will be interested. People I need to write letters to:

Dr. Martens re my boots falling apart
my congressperson re student loan tax deductions
CB2 re their particularly despicable worldview (I actually already wrote this one and it's pretty funny)

I am turning old prematurely? I'd like to spend my time writing more letters. Not just complaining letters. Nobody has correspondence anymore.

When Bank of America rose the rate on my credit card, I wrote a very scathing letter the the CEO/former chairman, and just recently someone from his office called and said they'd lower my rate, so the complaining letters are worth it at least. I might tell the Consumerist about that one.
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May. 4th, 2009 @ 02:18 pm On Its Own
Something about this poem makes me think I peeked at the end of something I wasn't supposed to see yet and now it's all ruined. Thought I'd share.

"On Its Own" (Elizabeth Jennings)

Never the same and all again.
Well, no same loss will tear me through
Or the same pain grip me if you
Go on your way. I yet shall gain
Knowledge and never wish unknown
The arguments that reach the bone.

The feelings which lay waste the heart.
No tidy place, no, I will have
All the destructiveness of love
If I can know, beyond the hurt,
Happiness waits or partly so
But not like once and long ago.

My world shall be dramatic then.
No repetitions, many acts,
A few hard treaties, broken tracts,
And peace made stronger yet by pain
Accepted but not chosen when
Love is its own and not again.
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Apr. 20th, 2009 @ 10:29 pm We've got an interloper!
*looks around*
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Apr. 13th, 2009 @ 05:07 pm I'm sorry but
killing someone from 90 feet away with a high-powered sniper rifle and thermal scope is not bravery, it's shooting fish in a barrel. I'm glad they're going after the pirates, but let's not kid ourselves: it's the US Navy vs a bunch of two-bit criminals. No heroism involved here. Let's see them catch Bin Laden.

Also Obama's dog is ugly.

Sorry, these military bukkake sessions get me all riled up.

Anyway, this
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Mar. 18th, 2009 @ 10:28 pm Go New Mexico
http://www.reuters.com/article/topNews/idUSTRE52I0I820090319

Bill Richardson repealed the death penalty in New Mexico today. Don't get me wrong, I'm a big fan of Obama, but I was repping for Richardson way back in the beginning of the primaries. When was the last time we had a president with a beard, anyway?
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Mar. 18th, 2009 @ 12:11 am A population and an emotion turning into God
I totally understand Salman Rushdie now.
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Mar. 9th, 2009 @ 10:15 am Quitting
So I've decided to stop eating meat. First off, I've been somewhat uncomfortable eating meat for a long time for all the usual reasons, but never really felt like doing anything about it. But just recently I stopped smoking and I rather enjoy the feeling of actively not-doing something I feel people shouldn't do, so I figured now is the perfect time to stop eating meat.

I don't eat a whole lot of meat to begin with. I typically have some kind of swine with breakfast, so that's going to have to stop. I have pizza topped with swine about once a week--that'll be pretty trivial to cut out, since Domino's all pretty much tastes the same to me anyway. I'll have the occasional fast food burger/burrito or whatnot and I'll probably miss this. Fortunately, Pita Plus has some tasty falafel and I'm told Marathon's vegetarian gyros are very good, although the idea of lettuce in a pita just seems a bit... lacking, to me.

If I successfully stop eating meat, I might like to quit something else. The problem is, I don't have very many vices. Swearing? Porn? Internet? Perhaps.

Also, the other day I found myself wondering why Burger King, McDonald's et al don't make any sort of effort to cater vegetarians. Burger King's fries are vegetarian but that's about it--I think some local franchises have veggie burgers, but there's no nationwide effort. Even smaller, hipper burger joints like Five Guys, Checkers, In-N-Out Burger, etc. have no vegetarian option other than a bun with vegetables on it.

Of course, any self-respecting vegetarian isn't going to support a corporation that takes wholesale animal slaughter to the bank, but self-respect is of pretty short supply these days yknow?
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Feb. 27th, 2009 @ 03:16 pm Convergence/Synchronicity
joyce leary strange loop metamathematics infinity tetragrammaton being consciousness nothingness nietzsche fifth circuit escape tantra imprinted recursive evolution dna rna neuron information flux quantum schrodinger heisenberg plank's constant sex magik crowley lysergic acid diethylamide metaprogramming outside outside outside again again finn again three quarks for muster mark lion ubermensch freedom reality korzybski map territory vector hilbert space tunnel reality relativity einstein buckminster derrida modernism post-modernism mu all everything including pan omni om
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Dec. 27th, 2008 @ 08:59 pm space-king wenceslas
Current Music: Pyoom pyoom!
It's been about a metric forever since I last made a music post, and this is probably the first one ever about Sufjan Stevens, and probably the last. But if you haven't heard Sufjan's King Wenceslas, go listen to it it might just be because the rest of the comp is near unlistenable, but this is enjoyable like a science fiction holiday Sesame Street special might be. I mainly just like the idea of Sufjan sitting at his MacBook trying out all the different laser sounds in Garage Band. "This one's not hip-hoppy enough, how about this one?" "Pyoom!"
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Nov. 25th, 2008 @ 08:56 pm cccc
I made chocolate chocolate chip cookies.

I'd invite you all to have some but I don't want a bunch of people ejaculating all over my kitchen.

4 squares unsweetened chocolate
stick and a half butter
2 cups sugar
3 eggs
1 tsp vanilla
2 1/2 cups flour
12 oz chocochips

Do the cookie thing with em.
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Oct. 28th, 2008 @ 12:58 am Universal time
Current Music: Bach
If time is a function of the expansion of universe, then our universe exists within a flash of its lifespan.
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Oct. 26th, 2008 @ 03:26 pm The Statistical Nature of Consciousness
This fell out of my brain:

The Statistical Nature of Consciousness

Everywhere we are surrounded by patterns that arise out of apparent randomness. Ants seem to wander about aimlessly until you pull back and see that they are moving in set lines, fighting and foraging. Tiny particles are governed by the bizarre laws of quantum physics, yet on a large scale they can be described by the far more agreeable laws of classical mechanics. Life itself, the greatest pattern of all, evolves through random molecular changes in our genes. We cannot predict or make sense of behavior on the most basic level of things, but seem to be able to sort things out once we take a look at the patterns of general behavior. I've always felt that emergent patterns such as this are inextricably linked with questions of human behavior and consciousness.

So much more behind the cut )

Sorry if it's a mess, I haven't felt like going back to it yet.
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Oct. 26th, 2008 @ 12:40 pm Neologism
What do you call the act of blighting the environment with excessive low-end department stores, chain restaurants, and parking lots?







Strip-malling!

I have something better coming up real soon, I promise.
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Oct. 8th, 2008 @ 12:24 am Writer's Block: Poetry

Today in 1955 Allen Ginsberg read his generation-defining poem "Howl" in public for the first time. It’s hard to imagine a poem having the same widespread impact today. Is poetry irrelevant to the best minds of our generation?


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You know, it's the old glass box at the—
At the gas station,
Where you're using those little things
Trying to pick up the prize,
And you can't find it.
It's—

And it's all these arms are going down in there,
And so you keep dropping it
And picking it up again and moving it,
But—

Some of you are probably too young to remember those—
Those glass boxes,
But—

But they used to have them
At all the gas stations
When I was a kid.

(Donald Rumsfeld)
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Oct. 8th, 2008 @ 12:18 am Hmph
http://ocw.mit.edu/OcwWeb/web/home/home/index.htm

I wish I had known about this shit before I wasted all that money on college.
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